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| We are finally moved in and im loving it so far. It totally feels like home. I love having space to do my own thing. Were not on top of each other. Im gonna hate moving from there. Hopefully we will only have to move one more time before we find a permanent place. Im at work now. I survived the long weekend. Its gonna be another long week at work though. I have to be here at 4am and I have to stay the night, Its gonna be a long as day. I was gonna email my boss and see if there is a way she can find someone else, but they have been so good to me i decided that I will do it again. I probably wont be doing this for a while though. Hopefully Marshall will get some of the house painted while im gone. I want something done before my bday on thursday.
Today is going by fast so far. Hopefully the last few hours wont drag. She is napping now. Im hoping that she will sleep longer than usual. That would be nice. When I get off I have to "work" again. Im getting paid some good money to clean a model condo. And If i do a nice enough job ill have 5 more to do which comes out to be a $1000. Hey im not complaining. I need the money. I would do all 5 in one night if it was possible. I love to clean and I love money.
Im not sure what we are doing for my bday yet. I know my mom wants to celebrate it on the weekend, which is fine by me. But at night Marshall and I will probably go out for a few drinks or something. That should be fun. Hopefully im not sick on my bday. I probably will be, I am every year, it never fails.
Im bored, im trying to watch a movie on lifetime. I know..LOSER. but whatever. Well im gonna go relax now. I need to take a nap..but ill wait till i get home.
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| Not sure if anyone still goes on this thing or not....but Ill write in it anyways. I am back with Marshall (have been for quite sometime) We are moving to a bigger place this weekend. I got that full time job that I talked about in the last post. I also got a new car, honda element..cant go wrong with a element. im now making some good money..but it goes as soon as i get it. i really need to get out of debt...especially with my mom and my other car, im still paying on that. so my car payments come out to be about $670 a month. my honda is $450 and the rest is the ford. cant wait till im done paying that off. that will help alot. i think i might go find a part time job on the weekends, maybe ill try a few bars who knows. im at work now, i had to spend the night last night. im glad i get to go home today. i have tons of packing to do. we still have to go to the new place to clean before we move everything in there. we are so not ready. i guess we have to get everything done tonite. i dont get off till about 6 or so....i wont be in bed till late. i have to wake up early tomorrow also. not really looking forward to that. right now im waiting for the baby to wake up. she woke up a few times during the night. i didnt really get much sleep. my birthday is next week. i cant believe im gonna be 22. this year went by way too fast, i didnt even get to really enjoy it. i been way too stressed out. i need to get out more. i need to start hanging out with the gurlie friends. that will do me some good. everyone knows i need to get out more. i miss going to concerts like every week. in a way i kinda miss my old life but i guess we have to grow up sometime right? i also kinda miss high school. dont ask why. i had it so easy back then when i thought i had it hard. but life only gets harder as you get older. i miss yolanda. why did she have to move so far away? hopefully i get to see her soon. i wish we could go back to the way we were but i dont think we will ever have that type of friendship again. alot of my friends and i have grown apart. alrighty well im done blabbing for now.
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| Who still uses this thing? I totally forgot all about it.. too addicted to Myspace!!!! | | |
| I saw Bullets and Octane again last night. I was in heaven. I love hot rock stars. But anywho alot has been going on lately. Some good, some bad. Im moving in with my friend Yolanda soon...like this weekend. I am hopefully starting a new job soon.Ill find out tomorrow if i got it or not. I really hope I do. I need the money. I hate depending on people and I hate being broke. I especially need it now because I owe my mom for my car payments, plus it was just in the shop and she charged over 1,000 to get it fixed. so im trying here, i really am but it seems like no one even notices it or cares. Right now im babysitting again. Ill be here until like 1:30 in the morning. Im already exhausted. I just want to go to sleep. Luckily I get to sleep in tomorrow, but im babysitting again tomorrow night. Hey I need the money, I got rent to pay now, i gotta do what i gotta do right? YEP. I bought a cute little black dress....its for sunday...I have a wake to go to. Marshalls grandfather died and his mom wants me to go...I couldnt turn her down. I love that lady. Its too bad we couldnt see each other under better circumstances ya know. Hopefully that dress works out. I hope I dont have to return it, i dont feel like trying to find anything else right now. I hate shopping, especially for occasions like that. I dont want to wear jeans either. Ok well im gonna go watch some tv. Hopefully time doesnt drag! | | |
| Bullets and Octane were sooooo much fun! I am IN LOVE!!! Seriously. I want Gene so badly. I took a few pics with him and I accidentally grabbed his ass. Ok, so it wasnt on accident. But his ass is hot and I want it! I guess it was the alcohol that made me do it that night. Yeah I love drinking. Im such a lush.
Things with Marshall and I are going really damn good. We might be moving back in together again. its not a sure thing but a possibility. I really hope we do. But if we dont then im gonna be moving soemwhere else. I really cant take living at my moms anymore. Seriously its that bad. But yeah Im working today. Im with Heaven and Nia. I am so tired and really hungry. I think im gonna go eat something, and then put them down for a nap in like 40 mins.I need another smoke also. Tomorrow is Lovehammers!!!! YAY cant wait. ok well im gonna go eat. | | |
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